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What is it that makes you want to get up in the morning?
Hm. Well, I never want to get up in the morning because I am not a morning person. I stay up all night and go to sleep sometime before sunrise. So when my alarm goes off I usually tell myself, “Get your ass out of bed and go to school or they are going to kick you out.” It works most of the time.
But I know that’s not what you meant. I’m just being cheeky. I’ll be serious now.
I guess it would be… possibility. The future. The unknown. To be honest, my life at this exact moment is not what makes me want to get up in the morning. I live in a boring place with boring people. It’s not motivational or surprising or exciting. But I’m not particularly sad. I still smile often. I still want to wake up every day. What keeps me going is the fact that every day is one day closer to where I want to be. It’s probably stupid to focus so much on the future instead of the present, I’m probably wasting my life waiting, but I don’t have much else. Right now I live here, but in a year and a half I won’t. Right now I am not receiving any special attention romantically [besides my secret admirer(s) on formspring haha], but in… who knows how long… I will. Right now I haven’t seen much of the world, but I plan to. I want a big map of the world for Christmas. I’m going to put pins in the places I’ve been. Things like that motivate me to keep on keeping on, you know? It’s all about possibility.
I’m sorry that was so long and most likely a huge cliche.
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